This experience led me to creating this.
- February 23, 2013, around 4:00 am to 6:00 am, Philippine time (same as Hong Kong +8)
....I woke up suddenly from my bed after sleeping for about an hour or two. It was still dark. I realized that it was still dawn. I remember doing my inner body awareness habit and my deep breathing prior to that sleep to relax myself. As I lie awake, a thought crossed my mind on how should I continue pursuing the abundance (in terms of money, career and business) that I want in my life. I was used to this train of thought every now and then during these times. Which mostly led me to worry and be anxious since I have been doing a lot of things and pursuing different endeavors with the goal of being rich (in the world's definition) but to no avail I have not been able to do so, so far.
Then I said to myself, "Maybe I should try that meditative technique on Quantum jumping that I have watched yesterday." According to the speaker, this concept came from one of the chapters of Napoleon Hill's book, Think and Grow Rich. (As of this writing, my next activity would be to find where in the book did the author write about that). As said in that Quantum jumping video, to do it, you have to visualize yourself in a boardroom (a meeting room with a long table and executive chairs). And you are to sit in front of the people you want to ask advice to, and then, ask them your question.
Lying in my bed, I said to myself, "Hmm, let me try this, if it's about getting prosperity I want to know, let me ask one of my favorite authors, the entrepreneur Robert Kiyosaki. I'll imagine being with him in the boardroom."
And so while I am visualizing Mr. Kiyosaki in front of me, completing his physical image sitting and facing me, suddenly I was being enveloped by a bright white light. And while that was happening, I felt an intense shaking in my whole body. At this time I am also feeling that something or some force is pulling me from behind.
I was surprised with all this happening to me. I was even more surprised that I was completely aware and "awake" at that moment. What I mean by that is that I was able to think during those times. It was like a state of half-awake and half-asleep. Because during the appearance of the light and during the shaking, I am hearing myself saying mentally that "Maybe this is what those articles are saying about OBE or Out-of-Body Experiences, that a shaking will happen."
When the "pulling" continued, I felt that the movement was so far that I resisted and started to panic. I was in a state of shock but at the same time I was in awe of that heightened feeling. "Was that the feeling of your spirit being separated from your physical body prior to an OBE?" I asked myself. As I panicked, the vibration ceased, and finally I opened my eyes. I took a pause and then prayed to God and Jesus. And for the rest of the morning I was asking them incessantly what just happened earlier. I was smiling and confused while asking that though, hahaha.
It is not easy to explain in words. It was a moment that produced mixed emotions. It was panic and scary but at the same time it had a refreshing feel. It could be a nervous system reaction. I am really not sure. It is what it is.
I haven't had an experience like that before, and it led me to start this account on spirituality. Maybe to search others who had also a similar experience. To meet like-minded, or to put it, like-frequency-ed people.
Till Next Time,
Carlo
Photocredits:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/99913448@N00
http://www.flickr.com/photos/60947379@N00
http://www.flickr.com/photos/59521823@N00
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