Today was one of those days where my emotions are down. As I woke up, voices are speaking and nagging in my mind saying, "you need to do this, you need to do that," "again you have no accomplishments today," "you are no longer productive."
I really do not know. Maybe these are effects of our current society being compulsive on goals? Habits that were formed throughout my life? A goal-based past reality and habits wherein we tend not to be happy until a certain goal or thing is reached? Or it could be that I am really lazy and just chose to play with the little kids next door, not doing something "productive" as the world currently defines it? Sometimes the thought that I have no where to go creeps in. And the fear that I would not amount to anything also knocks in my head.
I think this is the first time in my life, that I was doing less than ever. I used to do a lot of things in work, worry about many things. Maybe the worrying became a habit that even though I am no longer doing anything, I am worried that I should do something! Weird mind that I have.
This dawned on me that this is the nature of our current society as it is. Moving on about, rushing things, doing one thing after another, cramming all things, and being stressed in the process. All these health problems rise up because of that. And maybe relationship problems too.
I think we need to get back to basics and simplify life. Be less in the world and more in touch with the spirit. I just think we have to start that process, that journey. It could not be done in an instant, but it is a journey worth taking.
I went out of our garage. After I fed the dogs with their dinner, I looked above at the moon. I noticed that it does look brighter than when I was still a young boy. I looked at it, looked at the stars, wondering about all this existence. I was also feeling the emotions inside of me as they are happening. As I also wanted to free them.
And as I got back in, I clicked on this video by Bashar on my computer. And it led me to a message that pulled me up to lighter state:
After hearing this, it just felt better and a little lighter. Thank God. And in one of my habits, I always want my challenging moments produce something positive for myself and for others. I always want to "alchemize" negative energies into positive ones for all. And because of that I figured out that there may be someone out there that is also undergoing these kinds of things (I know a lot do, from time to time). And so I created this post. I hope that this would be of help.
Please remember, that you are not alone. We are a big family, loving and supporting each other, though maybe not consciously as always, but I believe through our unconscious intentions such as coming from the love that emanates in our hearts. The energy coming from our hearts is truly amazing.
Carlo
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